Venting.

It's been a couple of days since I found out that this pregnancy was no longer going to turn into a beautiful healthy baby. I really wanted to let this miscarriage happen naturally but the more days that go by the more I don't know how much longer I can do this. My morning, noon and night sickness is starting to be more than I can bare. At one time it was a comfort, but now it is just a constant reminder of what will never be. I also can't stand this constant tiredness. I don't want to continue feeling this way when there is no point to it. My last blighted ovum I did not have such strong pregnancy symptoms. I am growing more and more resentful of them and feel like they are just salt in the wound. My belly continues to swell as if a cruel joke is being played on my body. I think if there is still no spotting by Monday I will get another sono just to make sure and then get into the OB to see what can be done to get this over with.